let's create memories

i'm so sick of waking up in the middle of the night with many many weird dreams. ever since i fell sick,i haven't been able to sleep well except the times where gf was napping w me? when she's gone,i can't sleep. what's wrong with me? i'm feeling so tireddddddddddd. sigh. this is freakin bad. i want to recover ASAP.

i feel broke. really broke. i think i shopped too much. but really,what have i bought? zzzzzzz.

do you think santa will appear infront of my doorsteps and grant me a wish? i really don't want anything else but a getaway trip. a week or two. maybe London? or Rome? Or Paris? or freaking Hk also can lah. just away..................... ugh.

i don't want to go back school. don't wanna do FYP. don't wanna do anything.



i'm so grumpy and moody.


oh yesterday gf and i went tamp1 and we bought awesome foooddd. all our buys were food. cold storage.porkbun(yumx10000000),jap breads... wooohooo. and today we're all going Sunset Grill,w my family + tedddybear ron. 6 of us! heheheh buffalo wingsssss~!!!


anyway,not much updates alr.
gf and i planned what to do for the whole of next week. before gf starts school.
time passes real fast.
xmasxmasxmasxmasssssss



xoxo

i haven't been sick for the longest time...... i think years? but once i do,it's gonna take a long time to heal. and i'm down with the weirdest sickness? ran to the docs twice in two weeks isn't a joke.spent a total 120bux. i've medicines to eat again!!!! who on earth would get heartburn?!!??!?! ME. now i'm not allowed to lie down after a meal but have to wait 4 hours later. zzzzzzz.

anyway,DAD'S HOME. and he told us like he can't wait to drive out and eat ALL. cause at doha doesn't have anything except indian food. zzzz. it's nice and warm hearing dad's voice!! =D

gf and i went to cathay and we ate at 99cents sushi restaurant. finally,i'm eating SOMETHING NICE. hahahah! but we couldn't finish our food at all. omg,where's our mega appetite? zzz and we caught Couples Retreat!! it was so funnnyyyy and nice!! but no popcorns. zzz. lol.

I CAN EAT ANYTHING I WANT NOW. because it doesn't matter what i eat!! just got to keep away from caffeine. OMG SHAKER FRIES.!!!!


okay i'm just happy cause it's dec and dec = happy festival!




xoxo

today is a good day minus some parts. LOL. went town for some shopping!!! feel so fruitful today. heheheh. bought my puff up shoulder dress =D walk and more walking.... baby came and join us,i surprised her with a canele cake. then we went to the new mall and omg i got a new vans!!! the 4th vans already! yipeeee! nice nice,it's my fave colour,purple. (: bought mook tooo! =D

xmas is cominggggg!!!! so excited for it!! party at my house. wooohoooo~~~

dad's coming home tml!! for a week!! YAYYYY.

movie tml! YAYY.


but guess what?

i really want.....


1) shaker fries w lotsa garlic chilli
2) pizzazzzzzz
3) buffalo wings omgzzz
4) steamboat!!!!!
5) la mian and XLB!!!


damn my throat. when is it healing!!! taking such a long time!!!!!



ps: gf,even though we had a bad night,but i love you all the same. hugs!

sigh i think right sometimes i'm dumb and smart? i spent my entire day google-ing then like finally i can't take it anymore,i've decided to google "burning feeling in throat" then it lead to heartburn which my med friend says that's what i'm going through. luckily for me,i've antacids at home so i've popped two. hopefully tml when i'm up,i'm okay. to think i thought i've sore throat. i made gf and mom buy tons of herbal tea for me. now i've 3 more bottles inside the fridge,you tell me how? zzzzzz. happier note is,i've found the mook i want!! =D and the bag i want got backorder!! woohoooo.

but best damn thing is.....



IT'S OUR 9 MONTHS ANNIVERSARY!!!!!!!
i love you baby.
though many times you're like a bad ass,but i know you love me the most already. you're the nicest and the most caring person i've ever come across. thank you for all the time you went to places i wanna go,did the things i wanted to do and love me whole heartedly. i'm so glad it's you i've met because i can finally stop and rest and stop searching. it's a long long journey ahead of us but i know we'll make it through as long as we're together.


xoxo
your burning gf.

my gf is the best! she bought dinner for me,bought breakfast as well. heheheh where to find such nice gf? =D watched tv and napped tgt. ahhhh,awaiting for tml to come so i can see gf again even though just few hours but im contented. (:

xmas is coming..... 23rd of dec as well. it'd mark 1 year of us knowing each other. our 9 months anni is tml. gosh,it's been long hasn't it? glad we came this far. (:

everyone's doing their xmas wishlist so i'm here to do so.. hahahah but i think santa would go mad seeing my list!!!
( xmas wishlist (: )

this is a must have pleaseeeeeee!!!!!


I AM MADLY IN LOVE WITH THIS FOR THE LONGEST TIME. but its too expensive. damn.


this too so gorgeoussss,chanel's everyone girl's bestfriend!


old school but i like the shape!


can't help it i still love big big totes!


lol,i bet santa's cursing at me. oh well,i'm sure without all these material stuff,my xmas will be awesome toooo!!!



xoxo




ps: i adore my gf so so much!

when i'm so damn upset with this ugly world,all i've to think about is you and i feel so much more better. i'd always tell myself,even the world is ugly,you'll always be beautiful to me. i need to stop getting upset over people. maybe this is the reason why i stop trying to be nice to people and start shutting everyone out. people just don't deserve me being nice to them. thank goodness i've gf with me. she's probably the only reason why i'm looking forward to every day. i love you.

my throat hurts
my throat hurts
my throat freaking hurts
my ucler just had to add on


msia trip been postpone to next year's feb zzzzz. so this hols i just have to slack cause no company would want me already as ppl has long ago started their internship. how crappy? stayed home and waited gf to come over. spent some time together.





my throat is pissing me offf!!!

past few days been awesome! case 39 with gf,i hated how shows always end up with kids either being not their age or being possessed and all.... like,almost all the story line are the same? zzzzzz. i got a birken now!! woohoooo!! finally we went bowling and bought polaroid films. and we were lost for 45 mins just looking for sunset grill. so bloody ulu yet so many ppl? zzzz but food was freaking awesome!!! i dont mind gg there for buffalo wings again!!! and i collected my boots!!! LOVING THEM. wore them out today. =D went shopping with gf and mom,i got two new tops. heh. and lotsa junks. had seafood for dinner with sis and gf also. WOOOHOO. my day was good.

since my past few days was good because gf stayed over... the next few days gonna be shitty cause gf's working and i'm stuck home. msia trip still unknown. jobless.. money-less. so i got to stay home and watch shows! hahahah. sad.......



i try to upload photos tml! im lazy today!!




i love you gf!!!

=D

today we forgo IT fair... lol. nomore lx-3 ): we slept alot in the noon,woke up and did many many jellies!! hahah. headed out to E-hub and watched NEW MOON. gasp. i stopped breathing each time edward appears. bella too... why so beautiful both? ): anyway,it's really nice. though i've read the book before and knew what was gonna happen but seeing was different.... my eyes were glued on the screen fr that 2 full hours. i love it. after the movie,we ate at NYNY. they changed their menu and added new food! I LOVE FAJITAS.!!! nyny's fajita was damn nice. hehehehe. i forgot to take pics cause i didnt bring my dslr out. lol. OH AND WE SAW RAINBOW TODAY. so beautiful. we wanted to bowl but waiting list was too long. so,we went to 24 hr clinic cause my throat was feeling unwell. i paid stupid $44 bux for everything including med. ):

im looking forward to tmll.... hehehehe happy only! food foood fooooddd. shopping~~~~~




i love you gf.


xoxo

i am so happy with the outcome of my hair. it turns out to be really nice and not dry despite the fact that i sat that bleaching my hair like for the longest time. never thought of getting ash even thou i had purple,blue,green,red,orange.... yes but that was in year 1. hahah i forgo coloured hair for a year because everyone else was doing so. but now,i'm back again because everyone's doing the whole head one colour thing. sometimes we all need to be special in some ways. =D

anyway gf's really nice accompanying me there from 12-4 sth? hahaha. had starbucks!!! woohoo the roast chic sandwich was nice btw. and then we walked around and settled for Suki-ya buffet steamboat. nice and tasty soup plus not much ppl also. hehehehe. pics of my hair will be up in a while.

we're fully packed for this week. IT fair tml,can't believe i'm going there and go gaga over lx-3(ughzzz) and fight w the crowd there. then some bowling and NEW MOON!!!! GASP!!!!!!!!!! EDWARD~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ yes i'm one of the many that goes gaga over edward. bah.

friday!!!! we're going to watch case 39! i hope shopping at town?(looks at gf) and OMG sunset grill!!!!! yipppeeee!!

sat i'm gonna develop films,buy films,hopefully oven tooo. hahahah been bothering mom about oven.

sun,maybe bring mom out to eat and some shopping.

my msia trip isn't confirm yet. YET . yes,its on monday btw. i haven't pack my luggage. this is the longest trip alone without my family. 9 days. omg. nervousssss!!!

i want to shop badly. but i am sooooooo tight. ):






that's all folks! goodnight!!!
(:

i am so bored. bored bored bored. but i'm finally sitting down in my hall and watching the kick ass huge tv. 27 dresses. watched before in cinema but forgot what is it about because i've watched too much chic flicks. anyway,i slept alot today. i am so hyper now yet there's noone to hyper with me because gf's taking her exams now. BUT GUESS WHAT? her last paper!!!! woohooooo. malaysia trip isn't confirm YET when we are supposed to be leaving on monday. like hello? zzzz.

woohooo doing my hair tml. hype hype! IT fair on thurs,makes me sad cause lx-3 isn't mine. it drives me mad when i see clay taking tons and tons of photos of the places she went. omg london,rome,paris!!!! that camera does takes nice photos. ): anyway,i guess we'll be spending the weekends watching movies tons of it and celebrating our advance anni. =D


MISSSSSSS MY GFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFF PANG.


LOVE YOU!



(:

i've been home all day watching shows.... feeding dogs... and playing games. i feel so slack. but i'm a good girl because i packed my room yesterday and i finally found my big specs that has degree. =D i feel so bored.... ): can't wait for baby's exams to be over. and i bought a marc jacob tote. online. hopefully this time round got stock if not really ask baby go US buy for me alr. lol. cannot be that unlucky right?

very long never take nice photos already. grumpy gf say her hair that time ugly then now her hair nice,my hair ugly. hahaha. actually i very nervous to dye and cut my hair at a new place. =X hopefully it all turns out right if not i'll wear hat go msia. HAHAHA. i want to take polaroid. i need films baby. hAHAH. =X

i can't wait for advance anni celebrationnnnnnn. wooohoooo!




i miss my gf. another 24 hrs to seeing her. ):
love!

baby jia you baby jia you!!!
i know these days you've been stress over your last paper but i know you can do it! just abit more and you succeed already!
don't let it defeat you ok? i'll be here for you and not create trouble(unlike you) during this period. lol.
give you all my moral support!!
stop feeling tired already. if i can do it,you can do it too. mwahs!

be good ok!!


xoxo

koi koi koiiiii... it became one of our getaway in the midst of the evening. i love their pearls! yummy. went over to bj's and got ourselves a cover for our bbs! wooohooo,it's protected now. then baby was craving for the cuttlefish(?!) so we went j8 and search for it. found but can't find polaroid films. zzzz. we went home and she studied abit but slept alot. sulks. okay,for the next two days i'm gonna be stuck at home trying to be a good girl. i'll finish up all the shows and give baby moral support for her exam! after that,we'll go have funnnnnn!! woohooooo.

1) makeover for hair hair hair
2) presents =X
3) movie marathon
4) advance anni celebration
5) msia trip!
6) HOHOHO XMAS


i swear my 2009 was awesome. or rather,the past 10 months. okay at least my nov and dec is gonna be great.




xoxo
grumpy gf

blogging againn.... hehehe. sent mom to mj today,ate lunch with her,came home and sat infront of the mac ever since. gf came,i ate bagels.. hehehe. i hope this month is a happy month for me. do my hair,get presents =D =D then msia trip! hohoho. then xmasssss. exciteddd! and IT fair is coming but i can't get my lx-3,please wait for me???? soon ok. ):

okay i gtg!

gf's sound asleep behind me. gonna wake her up alr.


<3

finally a day out with gf dating... been sucha long time we watched movie together. she went to cut away her hair and now there's nomore bird nest building already! she looks so good now! love it. (: next will be me doing my hair! omg i can't wait!!!! need some colours on my hair. im looking like a mother. HAHAH. then we went to watch 2012! and omg that 3 hours was totally worth it. doesn't feel like 3 hours. but after watching that show,it kinda scare me. it's true that life is so short even though it sounds so damn cheesy but isn't that true enough to convince you? what IF it's true that 2012 the world's gonna turn out that way? what have we achieve? what have you achieve? honestly,i haven't. i spent my entire life studying and finding directions. finally now,there's some directions in my life,it's gonna end before i even know it? kinda sad huh? whatever it is,i'm glad i met her and she totally make my 2009 a better year. i know i'd die with no regrets. (: ANW,after the movie we walked to ION,been a long long time since we went there. hahah got a top from secretplace,ooooooo it's sth new for me. (: went fred perry and she finally bought herself a top which i like! HHAHAH. then we went to taka to eat at pastacafe. yummyyyyy but i think im allegic to lobster? been feeling itchy ever since. zzz. we grocery shopped again! bagelsss!!!!!!! =D

xmas lights are everywhere,xmas trees too. what a pity our xmas tree is gone. we used to have one at home and we used to decorate it together. zzz funny how people grow up and stop doing things together. therefore,if i ever have a house on my own,i'd buy a xmas tree and decorate it!!! it's a must right???? i can't wait for xmas to come!!! i can predict this year's xmas is gonna be SO AWESOME with baby pang!!! =D


i'm sorry i'm always ruining your surprises. but this time round i really think i'm too smart? sorry i made you upset again. zzz shouldn't have think so much about the present. but you know i always like whatever you give right? so don't be silly to think you waste money k? because you know you don't! thank you for pampering me and spoiling me. you're the only one who will gossip to me about the couples sitting next to us and still feel so proud about it,you're the only one that would walk the whole town with me just to kill town. you're the only one who would allow me to like bags and cameras. you're the only one who thinks i should buy things to make myself happy... honestly,i can never find any reasons to not love you. tell me how? hahha. thank you for being mine ok? but you must thank me for replying your sms that time if not there will not be us now. HAHAH BE THANKFUL OK. i love you bb!


xoxo
your very happy gf

just watched sg idol and OMG charles should totally be OUT. yucks. but i'm glad sylvia still in! she has the most awesome voice among them. she ought to win. (: okay,so i spent today in and watching all my taiwan dramas. and ate pizza because gf forced me to order and eat. ): anw it's bored being at home alone without gf to irritate me so i can't wait for her exams to be overrr!! i painted my nails purpleee. =D

going sch for msia meeting tml! hopefully everything will be confirm by tml. don't want the trip to drag any longer. actually i abit regret not doing intern. zzz but wells,maybe msia is worth it? i hope? umi's gonna be my room mate!! wooohooooooo!! confirm take alot of pictures. hahah!

so,if i really go,can anyone take care of my gf? i mean SUPERVISE. hahahah!!!



okay lah,i guess i'm too bored.



i love you gf.


xoxo

you know when people say women can never be satisfied? it's true you know. i hate how much i want to spend. like every single cent in my bank account. i hate how obsessed i am with cameras,bags and clothes and shoes. i don't know how to stop myself because once i do,i get so depressed!!!! you know how much i want to buy that ysl bag? that lx 3 camera? that green dr marts? that birkenstock? and a whole truck of films? i think when i start working,it's really the official day i am going bankrupt. how nice. but nonetheless,I AM HAPPY. that's what matters the most when you're alive right? (:

and i'm happy cause today we went grocery shopping!! wooohooo. time for me to cook pasta and make some jellies for my gf. =D its happy seeing her happy. ehehe. and i ate at tcc for the first time and the food actually turns out nice. hahahah gf one was too spicy =X



you know,no matter how badly people wanna see us fall apart,it's just sad that they are never gonna see that happen? i REALLY detest people who wants to act all close to your gf when they know they are already attached then want to post stupid photos up,obviously i get to see? imagine somebody doing that to your bf,see how you react. close friends or not,i honestly don't give a shit. sometimes i'm really glad my instincts are never wrong. if people can't turn up for your party,don't force? i cannot stand people like that lah okay. she's not your other half,stop trying so hard. actually,it all doesn't affect me that bad,but i am just pissed off she has friends like you who just want to take advantages. even blind also know.

i miss this girl already. =D


just skyped with dad... gosh it's been 2 weeks without him around here with us already. wonder how's doha? but looking at him all alright makes me fine. soon he'll be back home with us! (: should have just asked for an intern at doha. guess it'd be better being around dad. oh well...

yup it's another day... baby studied and i watched shows again!!! i watch the luo zhi xiang and rainie new show. OMG so funny. then drag me to hell.... zzzz. we went IKEA to eat and did some shopping! she bought us red mini tables that you can put on your bed and all. so awesome. (: she already thought of how our future bed should be like which makes me wanna move out and stay with her. such little fantasy makes me happy.

won't be seeing gf tml as her exam's on tues. gonna hope she study at home tooo. tsktsk. i'm gonna stay home and watch more shows. zzzz hibernate in process. =D

okay. i can't wait xmas! my first xmas with YOU. *flying kiss*

these two dogs look so adorable on fisheye! =D





some shots by diana mini... i really like how the pictures turns out to be like.. i'm still experimenting!

i've got tons of fisheye photos but im not gonna upload here. fb! (:


okay... we spent the day IN AGAIN. hahah. she studied and i cafeworld mine and her's. i watched lame indian horror flick alone. zzz then we went out to buy KOI again. yummy. oh we ate sakae sushi too aft sending mom to play mj. what else? nothing already. hahaha. i cannot help but constantly remind myself what day it is incase i forgot again. =X

guess what? i found the boots i was dying forrrr and got my size! now let's hope it doesn't OOS because it's so cheap. and then when it comes,i hope i can squeeze into it. but still,the thought of it makes me happy!!

oh and i forgot to mention that day gf and i bought 5 mac meals upsized just for the damn monopoly. i wanted a itouch. but i got free fries,free ice latte,free mcgriddles,free sausage mcmuffin.... everythng but an damn itouch. SO MUCH FOR DROWNING MYSELF WITH MACS. and i don't want eat that anymore!!! now abit sore throat ): lucky ahboy got to eat tons of fries. TSK. why am i so unlucky oneee?????

and i really want to spoil myself... but i can't splurge. this feeling suck. i can't even buy what i like. damn msia trip. DAMNNNNN.


but guess what? i've one thing that it's priceless and i own it...


JESLYN PANG.


she's the only thing/person that i can relate to,that i need no money yet i can spend all my time with her. the only person that makes me happy. the only person that i'd fall asleep with. the only person that i'd lock outside my door =X
today i told her that though we're only together for about 10 months? we already have got so much memories.. honestly,i can't wait to move on to the next level with you,experience an whole new life... be it travel around the world backpacking,move into a small apartment together,having 10 ahboys or just one small tiny maltese or going on a trip every now and then... as long as it's with you,i'm okay with it.
you're the only person that i'd want to do all these with you.
thank you for being the one whose so patient,whose so loving and caring,whose so awesome in every ways.
i love you.

<3